I want to feel his body against mine as he whispers things he shouldn’t in my ear.
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I don’t believe in love at first sight
The thought of loving someone more than 3 years older made me uncomfortable let alone 30. But then I saw you. I already felt like I knew you. Like the images racing in my head were a trailer of what was yet to come, but I’m still waiting.
I sat down in the plastic chair opposite him as he leaned to the side onto his desk. He told me to stay behind to discuss whether I’d take the higher or lower paper for my exams but the atmosphere suggested otherwise. As I settled into my place I looked him in the eye and bit my lip waiting for him to say something. His glance at my lips transformed them into an involuntary smirk. He sighed and leant back in his chair not breaking eye contact for a second. He subtly motioned his fingers for me to come closer. My heart was racing as I questioned his motives and I shuffled my chair forward an inch, our legs barely touched. He smiled in amusement at my shyness before tapping his knee. “He wants me to sit on his lap?” I thought. I glanced into his eyes to check what he meant but it was obvious. I stood up in front of him for a second before he softly grabbed my waist and pulled me down to his lap, our faces millimetres apart. He slowly moved his left hand under my skirt rubbing my thigh whist still staring down into my eyes. His jaw clenched with passion. I sighed in pleasure and emotion and went to rest my head against his chest before he quickly moved his right hand to the back of my neck and kissed me. My butterflies were dancing and making me nauseous in the best possible way as his soft lips touched mine. I could taste my cherry lip balm on his mouth. I stopped a bit my lip for a moment savouring his taste. “My first kiss was with my maths teacher.” I smirked teasingly. He looked shocked and in awe at me for a moment before giving into the urge to kiss me once again this time letting out a lustful grunt.
Nothing is real so I just sent my best friend a 3 minute video of my dog eating burnt toast 11 times and now both of our phones don’t work I’m sending this on my laptop xx